Silence

Oscar Wilde: 'Each man kills the thing he loves'

So starkingly true...

淚水將我淹沒 到底誰該難過

究竟是誰放掉 這段感情

我才終於明白 辦不到的承諾

就成了枷鎖

現實中幸福永遠缺貨


You saw me pirouette on my toes...
How was it
No it wasn't a pointe...

You love to play...
Like the swing
Up so high (maybe not so high)
And down, so low again and finally.
Thud.
On the floor.

You never knew
What you did
My heart
I cant bear...
But it was really really severe

I am beginning to lose it
I mean I am still trying to understand you
But I cant love alone
It must be both ,two.

You just cant let me down
And try to pick me up again
You are just making me feel murderous...

But
Those memories still cant be forgotten...
I cant bear to do what you did to me.
I cant do a split.
I mean a perfect one.
我不愛 我不痛 我不懂 我的心早已經掏空 真心話言不由衷 .

I am beginning to enjoy The Alchemist...
Shall base my next entry on the quote.
There are somethings I wanna do...
But then again.

Today
I overcharged.over-inititated.over torn.over looked
Sometimes it just takes a few things
To build a mountain of bad.

I wouldn't mind work
But I want it to be prefect
If unachievable, then at least smooth sailing
Allowing me to earn my keep and go to sleep peacefully at night.
Not inducing weird emotions which scares me.

Went back Cres yest
I really miss it
But it is not the same any more.
Too full that some has to be squeezed out.
But I still enjoyed it...










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