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Not ready for the Next Post: 'I feel it in my fingers, I feel it in my toes yet' so writing this intermediate one first.

Hols are here but feeling so distracted
Cousin asked me what was distracting me and I said TV but actually I think is myself. seriously.

Met up for vegetarian dinner with them which was expensive and not really vegetarian(resulted in mum complaining for about N times)
They are going overseas,,,everyone was just talking and there was this awkward silence for sometime...it seems like there is a big gap to cover up...to many holes..to superficial...
But I value these...cousin said maybe there would be no more gatherings next yr for CNY cause they would all be overseas...
And I really think it will be so. He suggested our houses.
But we both smiled and shook our heads.
I said 'My house is hideous'
which was partially true although I love my house loads.
If only...mum said we would gladly host it if we moved ha ha

Wrote a letter to the forum after we read about the dormitory issue in ST
I mean we have been tolerating those problems for so many years. Cant you just share the burden of residents in this area?

I will miss these gatherings although I don't talk much.
I just sit and enjoy the ambience
Somehow reminded me of GG
I cant forget how he stood at the door frame hand holding one side for support and peacefully looking at us during CNY
I wanted to rush up and take a picture with him cause I know... I fear...
But I didn't have a camera phone then...
Sometimes you can help but just see things disintegrate.
Friendships. kinship and everything else.
It is not that you don't want to salvage the situation but is it is just 心有余而力不足.

F is making agar agar for her home econs...
I remember we had to make one dish meals for home ec exams and I was frying my egg with so much oil that it had oil pores within and I had to slice it up to disguise it ha ha
Now they they have it easy.
But everything is prone to failure.
After many unsuccessful attempts. All the best f.
Here. With much help from mum and me:))delicious and pretty.









current song of the moment:會呼吸的痛

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