Premerie ll,remembered.

我不想我不想不想长大长大后世界就没有花...

One yr later.It has been a long long journey...mama is baking a cake for me.

It is near the end of hols and is like starting to get scary,


Haven felt as though I've mugged enough but really cant bring myself to study and


Kinda scary cause everyone starts comparing 'which chapt are you at?'


Dunno scaary.


Dun wanna grow older dont think I can face the harsh reality and the increased difficulty of surviving...


Increased transport fares


No more school dental


Finding a job


What to do in the future...


If it is that harsh a world 我不要


在这个残酷的世界里


不需要任何人的存在


因为存在只是多了受伤的机会


Maybe it is deemed from the start that some people are just not made to be the best


It is okay not to be, just that the realization is a painful one.


Sometimes I wonder is it because of S, that I lost what people around me take for granted


Or issit that I jus cant be grateful.


Trying and still trying, jus that you feel like giving up when you see pple yearning for more


When there are somethings you know will be difficult to get or may never get.


Welcome to my 17th world....


Let me go it is jus one yr later and things have changed so much that I cant help but look back...


Wo Huai Nian De...


HBYL.


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